The stats on this blog is pretty weird. It’s been awhile since I wrote anything in here so I was curious this morning to see if anyone had checked it out recently. Well, it looks like there were almost 40 hits last Thursday. That may sound funny to you but that is a record for me! I average about 6-7 hits per day so I was very surprised this morning to see that many hits (and I didn’t even write anything new).
Enuff about the damn blog. Wassup with me? Not much, just been working, cleaning the house, paying the bills, etc. It’s been really hot here in Tracy and the A/C’s been constantly running, I’m too scared to know how much my PG&E bill would be next month. I’ve always thought it was a waste of money, and yes I know we’re using it but if there’s nothing tangible at the end of transaction - I feel it’s a waste of money.
I’ve been depressed lately, not quite sure why. I’ve been out in the sun so those damn cells are getting some happy light. Maybe I am getting too much sun. I’m in desperate need of a good shrink, not sure either if that would fix it. Perhaps, I just need to ride this out. Someone once said that there’s no such thing as happiness and that there are only lesser shades of melancholy. That’s exactly how I am all the time, living in lesser shades of melancholy.
Tags: depression, melancholy
